“We need help”
Why do you keep on bothering me? Yes! You’ve been bothering me. Well, I am over you. I junk you remember? Yes! I did that to you! Why wouldn’t I do that? You weren’t there when I needed you the most. You weren’t there when I wanted to talk about us. You weren’t there! Every time I see those lovely couples holding their hands and smiling, I couldn’t do anything but to be jealous and asked: why do you have to be there and me here? Why do you have to be away from me? Why do I have to suffer from the pain of a long distance relationship? Why?!
That’s why I broke up with you.
So, pathetic! I’m pathetic. I am over you, about many years ago? months ago? I can’t remember. But, I am over you. Yeah! I thought I was… but I guess I’m not. Seeing you again after so long and seeing you happy made me remember the man I once loved.
I miss you so badly.
I was too immature. I was too selfish. I was too childish. And now, I have to suffer from my own mistake – mistake of giving up on you that easily. I wish second chance would come across our lives and start all over again. But, that’s too impossible now. Because you are happy now… without me.
This isn’t easy. I could still remember the day I learn about you loving me. You didn’t confess because you were worried about the friendship that we had. You waited for me for almost a year till I am ready to be your girl. I say ‘yes’ to you because I already love you just before I knew you love me too.
What I did to you is my greatest nightmare. I guess I just have to start moving on again so that I could finally let you go.
Still loving you,
“You don’t need anything from this world rather this world needs you that’s why you are here”